from this book I am reading I have decided that me falling out of love with Colby but still loving him and caring about him makes sense.. I only think I was in love with him for the first week and then i got bored.. then i think about all of my exs and I cant think of one that I have lusted for as long as I have with Jasper. I am definitely “in love” with him. I just hope I don’t fall out of it like I normally do, this book says that its something you have avoid and it will happen at some point. but I like watching him undress with dirty things going through my head I like wanting him to touch me always, I love the electric serge like feel I get when ever he enters me, it would be depressing to loss that,
and then for normal just love I do love him, I care about helping him about watching him grow and improving him self even if that means he has to spend time away from me and whatnot, I just want him to be happy.
